Saturday, 7 March 2015

from Blackwater Quartet, selection 25


Zodiac Days

 

The sun in Virgo, and the wild wheat ripens…

wind emblem, time’s high hawk a falling flame,

the same years passing for you, for me,

always the same years passing.

Light settles earthward.

The day’s broken English calls up the ghosts.

Under lightning-stroke boughs

of pines big as planets, I walk in dust,

in thousand-year shadows, remembering rain.


On my face, roselight illumination

and salt the winds untangle from the sea—

birches pivot, flickering silver,

the sky here bigger, stretched, and the clouds

upward, infinite, a crooked circuit

constellations ride, defining dust,

this emergency of time and space, this life,

this image broken and remade

as the concentricities of love subside:

the decades drift and shimmer,

the past wells up, presently,

and the future that was lost returns.

September streams, flyfishing

in the shade of the far bank, my whipline

worrying the water’s calm, looping geometry

pops and skitters, snags a branch submerged:

a strike of bass,

against the reel and pull the running

taut silver scatters insects waterwalking,

and we, sheltering from rain in the oaken hulk,

the tumble-down of centuries

in the tilled earth texture of the tree—

carved our names below the year

to prove we were alive,

there and now in the night around us,

no sound but the night around us:

rivers of stars.
 

Who can contend with hawk wing and pine?
 

We were Americans, settled in the tidal reaches,

our fortunes in a wilder province, generations passing—

cook fires, graves, the continent we cleared,

by pole barge down the wide Ohio,

rafts stripped for shelter,

shored against the warrior tribes, the wilderness dead,

that other life: something you hear, stoneheaded cane

owl feathers steady

flying, from the undergrowth the acid yell,

the hurtling shape and hand axe, closing.


We meet in dreams, in a strange country

on paths we name as the hour of our birth is named,

our alias cut in living oak,

from muleback track to Hiroshima’s torn sun,

the hipshake and hard sell of a century on the run:

we who broke the wilderness,

we who answer in our time.

This day both distant past and future,

beneath that broken sky, working late

correcting the diaries of the masses,

I lean into a wall of rain,

past pale cafés, neon shards in silhouette.

A woman’s face, elegant, adrift in water-colour panes,

regards my own, briefly… no

she gazes at herself: I do not exist.

Down Thunder Road, the icons fade.

Fragments of a former life,

the wind blows through the clouds’ brocade,

deconstructing Elvis.

Southern living ’sixty-six:

three-chord rock on sixstring electrics,

our gear slung out behind the stand,

those rednecks expecting a bluegrass band,

the Fender amp I hired sent tumbling

but the girls there begging autographs,

that mountain town—

sullen road gangs and the roadhouse

cool dark in yellow light

smoke and the dust of men on day-release from jail,

swollen faces and the shakes, men

walking the blade and lives burning down,

on the door the sign, whites only

heart of Dixie in an old Thunderbird,

on hot nights with a six-pack and the girls,

we shadow our birth star in billion year orbits,

dogging luck down the back roads,

long gone daddy.


The wind blows through.

Clear, still pools and soundless:

languid, glittering sorbet scales glide by.

Our boat rocks in the flickering dark.

The dead rise up and circle the moon,

long, tree-rimmed, corpse-woven light

bright as the world, the presence beside me,

rivers of stars.

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