Thursday, 21 July 2016

Relic Environments Trilogy: Book I, Part 1.xxii

from Book I, Part 1, Mystery Tramp Eclogues

 

The Climate of Memory


The post box, a cast-iron George the Fifth

Stuffed with deadlines, expectations

Franked for last posting: I, thinking

Of ways memory compresses events, journeys

The failed mantras of blood and time

Counterpoint desire, these episodes

Of failed love filleted from back pages

The organs diseases marble, re-coded

This midsummer, remembering I wanted

To dance in moonlight the colour of wedding rings 



The surveys fade to a singularity of light

To space, swallowing equipment moving

In the distance along housing tracts

This road of home pods sprouting bricked or rendered

Boxed porches pitched to roses, pelargonium bursts

Along tarmac, crow matins, tumbler click of postcodes

St Mary’s stood here, grubby centuries

Sooting stone, the cold walls turned

Civil War shot, kept prayers cool

For use later, cross-shaped trace underfoot, plague burials


By the gypsy camp, by the gas works

Rusted fences, by the bridge at the Hythe

The Colne lightship’s blank

Lantern, decks, snub bow, tied up here since the ‘80s

Knocking against the quay, stands beside patter posters

Huge faces, towering frames slab-anchored

Invitations to mews-living beneath

Pylons firing up industrial estates

The breaker’s yard, the harbour master’s crashed windows

The years we trained for, what we believed


The tide pulls everything with it, lays trails

Turned to meet the moon’s note high and clear

Its scabbed face neatly round above this inlet

And beach huts staked

Holding the beach against the wind

In the evening, from beneath cut-plank porches

Leverets chance the open greensward

Chased by boys from the caravans, who know

About hares killed and cooked, about girls and cars

Axles jacked, smoky glass low-rider, quick as cat-scat


Between Hove Path and the Monkey Steps

I wait a while at St Peter’s Well

Field glasses pulling in the gulls

Beaks testing rich mud above the tide line

In the foreground, mussel mounds

The rip of water heaped

Shells craggy ridged without, popping

The hinges reveals Precambrian hollows

Mother-of-pearl in swimming sheens, on the shoals

The sunlight watery, neither sun nor sea


From East Mersea Stone to Brightlingsea jetty

The river Colne wears its summer face

I should name these tributaries, muddy banks wind-polished

I know

It’s something about time

But can’t think what, waiting for the ferry here

Another passenger, soon arrived, later

The return, observing Milky Way spiral arms

With names of their own, the light from red-shift collapsing

Stars just reaching, a thousand years, ten thousand after


The book that is written, occasionally the diary

Every morning, every night, distributed

In the post to houses, this shuffling vagrant


This economic desire drama index briefly

Collected in pure word, in this catch copy

Not to change, every day

When it is visible, everyday life

Steadily, so it is changed with being heard

It is, thinks and answers something of today, of increase

The time such times securely devour


After a long time, because I speak

In these rhythms and these exchanges, the tool

Of the mail logging this et cetera

In the register of one not here before

It registers this opportunity to be completed

Time chopped up separating today

Experienced talks of that time written

Travelling from this, steady, raising the various

It asks, it increases, instructing itself, scenery

Walked to, 11th of 20 views of the mountain


By now you have my letters, the sea

As it was, this congregation of players

Environments, clockface betrayals

Big dream stuff before breakfast

The ash streak of remarkable distances

Across the face, and lines spoken

From memory, in packet rhythms

That drive words, stopping

Turning in the air, trusting that you

Will be saved, redeemed where language jags or slides


As now, anapaests in rising trim

Cometh, with the flowers on paths before them

Marigolds on waste ground near the gate

The house you dream of again and again

It tears at your eyes, this kingdom beyond solstice

Hanging from your eyes in this same dream

The lines prepared beneath wisteria

Or on glaciers in warming seas

I answer wearing animal masks, such a sequence

And then awake, naked on bent rods of sun


This that is forever well indicated, this daily life

The page fits, circumstances

Informed by drums from towers of renewal

Loaded fully with plum orchids

The banquet house renewals and resident pages

Thoughts, movies, only you, in the inseparable

Accident of my body, its blood

Consumed in some memory shared once

Reunited in these particles, maybe not at the last

Losing their union with the word instantly


With each line, the characters linking

To others more obscure, presences

In sharp relief, a summation

The object it became, and here the look

Made in that turning, the characters, too, believing

In this place, the TV burning, the scripts, but still we live

Midsummer, this is the time that’s kept

The mind holds it, here

Titania, my dear, these our brethren, all must quit, gaily

With garlands, these mechanicals, with me, exeunt

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